My problem is that I watch too much reality TV and I've completely taken away the personal touchy-feely aspect of playing games. In my view, this game is no different from chess. You're trying to knock over my pieces and I'm trying to knock over yours. If I take your rooks and bishops away, it doesn't mean I dislike them as a person.
Maybe I'm just too insensitive when it comes to gaming. I am indeed a hyper-competitive person, to a fault.
If my anger/grief is interesting as you define it I should not have played this from the start.
Eh, you would've had a good time if it wasn't for that one goof-up. Like I said over PM, it was just bad luck. It was bad luck that I decided to go after you and make you the scapegoat in trying to fix the FP situation.
If this game went normally, you would've had a fine time. Don't let one silly mistake and some bad luck ruin an experience for you. It sucks, but it's not always going to turn out like that.