hey i know this is unprompted but i just wanted to say if ive ever caused you grief or frustration or whatever im genuinely sorry about that, its so easy to forget that the people behind these usernames are...people. im sure i got caught in some drama and said mean things or made fun and for that im sorry. i address the possibility you wont believe this or think im playing with you now because ive seen theres a precedent for such a response and i understand, but i promise you thats not the case. im not even asking for a response, i just wanted to say something because i dont feel right leaving bad feelings hanging around when ive put a great effort in to purge them and fix what i can. its hard to explain to someone who maybe i and others pushed away before there was a chance to right wrongs but im always learning and trying to be better, and i regret the notion that my past self caused anyone any sorta harm. i hope wherever you are in life you are well and if not that things get better