Ryan, it is always hard to step down from something and admit when you goofed in any capacity, but if you think you aren't fit to be a mod right now, then your decision was probably wise. We all do dumb shit, and though I wasn't around for any of what you described in your post, I can certainly relate to it. I am sure you recall my own posting blunder while active here. I still lurk and post occasionally, but nowhere like before. Anyway, you'll get no bashing from me.