Hey man. I happened to find some archived messages between you and me on my PC this morning and I saw something that I really reflect on when I was going through depression:
"you got not only more high school, but college to look forward to. leaning on a crush that won't go anywhere is a terrible idea."
This quote really helped me get through life before college started. So far, my college life has honestly been my only life and I can't thank you enough for the wise words.