please don't try anything if you're thinking it. you're only 23 and you've still got so much to live for, so much more to experience. and people DO care about you, and they care about you a whole lot more than you realise. don't ever tell yourself otherwise. if need be, get help where it's needed, be it family, friends, medical help, anything that helps ease anything you're going through. you'll make it through this, i know you will. you just have to see how much you mean to everyone around you.
Thought I'd just send you a quick message about it instead of making a post!
Yesterday was pretty damn awesome! The inside sets were the weirdest to see due to how incredibly small they were, the Rovers set especially! The camera is very clever with its tricks...
The cobbles though were just as big and impressive as imagined and was crazy walking down the streets seeing all the houses and shops. It was, as you said, very surreal.
Sadly we went on a day where there was nobody from the show in terms of actors but I wasn't too fussed.